Dilema

I've put myself into a dilema. It's of my own doing. I open my big fat mouth and cause problems. It's the unknown that I worry about. I'm a worrier you see, and I always have to have something to worry about. But now that I've been given an "opportunity" I'm not sure what to do.

I could take the "opportunity" and stretch myself to the limit but know that I've done something good for one/two living being and improved the situation slightly. Or I could turn a blind eye and say I'm too busy and too maxed out to take on anything more.

If I go after this "opportunity" I could be jeapordizing any chances of helping in the near future (aka auctions). But it does seem that that the only opinions/comments for the upcoming auction are to wait and see (aka, now is not the time).

I wasn't born with patience as a virtue. It's a work in progress. But the wait part isn't easy for me to accomplish. Had I just kept my big mouth shut, I wouldn't have put myself into this position and I wouldn't be worrying about what to do.

If only someone would give me a sign.